haiz..wat an emotional day..had x-country today..got 8th..and 17th..there's two positions cos i lost my "identity running" card b4 e run..den in the end ran without it..in the end got 8th..but den dey cannot record my name on their list when i finished cos i lost the card..den make me write a new one..den by the time i passed up, i got 17th position..den i damn sad lah..i aimed for top ten..i got it, but becos of my carelessness, i ended up 9 positions lower..i felt so damn down after tat..eventually broke down..yes, i cried..den wen to the canteen..den titus saw me..and stuck by me..consoling me all the way..and several other gud frens too..thank u titus,deleon and friends! now i noe hu my true frens r..those hu stuck by me..glen din get top 20..becos of me..shan't elaborate on wat happened..but yes..thx to me he vomited halfway thru e run and din get top 20..i feel so guilty..sumtimes i wonder if im a jinx..sigh..

@8:29 pm

my com internet's back..muahahaha. gna go back to my habit of logging in almost daily..haha. my two leg r damn pain now..the knee ligament there..so pain i can't even bend..yes,it's tat bad..ow. trw x-country summore..argh. i wna be in top 20..but sadly it's only wishful thinking..sigh..hope i do okay trw!

@8:04 pm

hmm..chinese new yr..kinda boring..yep. now in cuz hse..gna play sum cards soon..uhhuh. trw goin out, hope it would be fun..haha. sch resumes only this wed..and x-country's two days later on friday..argh..hope i'll do well. k..gna go play..bb.

@9:18 pm