and i noe tat it's a wonderful world, from the skies out to the sea..i can notice it when ur here, here with me..i jus love those parts of the song.
sigh. nice but a nostalgic feelin too.
hah.
sch's been rather depressing for me..
sick of it already.
everything's screwed up for me.
really..im lucky to hav great frens.
thx guys. actually can nev thank u guys enuf.
sth only track is the best stress reliever. run and gettin all sweat-ed up is a nice feelin.
simply cos im not really allowed to play soccer..and my kicks are gettin rusty.
and badminton is not played regularly.
and of cos banging things..rather dumb but it helps..especially my class's notice board.
guitar..if im down not much mood to play actually. but when im feelin okay..i can practice for a long time. =)
bloggin helps too i guess.
haha.
im really performing at a low in sch..
everything's not well done.
sigh.
i'll make it.
only a matter of when.
its solely my prob..not the teachers..no1 and nothin. my own prob.
jus gta pick myself up. thru God and my own facin up to reality.
how long will this continue..
lost and also forgotten some stuff recently..
i lost my
-black knee guard
-watch
-handphon
i forgotten to bring home my
-ezlink card
and i din pass the class key and diary to the general office. wad kinda moniter am i.
if i couldnt get ys today im gna get whacked already. lucky he was there..thx man.
i ran yesterday..ran today with track..somehow every1 deproved today. i stopped at 9 rounds when im supposed to complete 12. well..my tiredness is gettin over me, my knee i dun want it to hurt again and my determination is waning. sian.
why cant i sit down and really study lyk what every1 else is doin..
i need ppl to push me to do so man. argh.
im not self-reliant..i hav not much self-discipline. bloody shit.
ask for God to help and here i am not puttin any effort on my part.
wth lah.
Nationals 18th April..exams early May. its a very tough term ahead.
Lenny, time to put in ALOT of effort. for track and for exams.
to please parents, myself and God.
i hav nev made any1 proud in terms of academics.
and its time for me to do so.
argh.
i gta try, hard.
ciao~
