midnight.fever

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Life's been good, with regular doses of bromance along the way.
faggot-ty and confused we may seem in our conversations.
but damn, gta love the chillin' during the late nights..

as much as i hate it, school's been bugging me pretty bad.
5 projects and a personal assignment to do.
music and a lil social life does not feel as carefree,
when you know you've a report waiting for you at home.
not enjoying it i must say.

then you've got the other side of things,
where we may whine, but its a fact that we often overlook the blessing to be able to study,
and live a relatively sheltered life.
The ability to see Him in one's school work is really really tough for me. heh.

havent had a good 'me' time for awhile now.
kinda missing it.

and i've yet to start training for AHM in approx 10 weeks time.
not good.
i can imagine the awesome training that awaits, and reaping the fruits of pounding the paths/trails after numerous weeks.
its the start-putting those shoes on and going, that is the tough one.
secondly, time management.

Time management has always been a real struggle for me.
Too many commitments perhaps.

1. Church,
of which i have the ministry commitments,
and commitments to the youth community/parish events as a whole.

2. Personal spiritual life
Involves weekday Masses (which are awesome btw), Adoration and reading of my Catholic materials

3. Music
- The desire to gain knowledge and insights into the theoretical and practical aspects of music.
-The need to express through the instrument. Esp. through the piano in recent times.

4. Family
-To aim to have dinner at least once during weekdays and at least once during weekends.
-Spending a day with them is an added joy.

5. Chill-time
-A meal or two with sec sch mates, or with the youth community in church.
Time with the fellow kpks and our fellow jokers.
Basically, time to unwind. Timbre is one i'd love to be at more often with the awesome peeps.

6. School
-Yeah, last and the least for me. haha. Basically fulfilling my duties as a student by trying to dutifully do my projects. lets not get to even doing tutorials.
A huge one that considerably limits the above 5 other commitments.

Schooling is good and impt i understand.
but how i am going to apply them to my life in future is another issue.
why take this course, you might ask.
it is a general course that is a safe option.
one that can still take you anywhere else.
and i thought doing HR might have you interact more,
and going out to do some talking.
turns out, its more of the mundane 9-5 life, being at your desk in the deadly, silent office.
not good.

so yes, life has been too busy for my own liking.

I must suck it up, or like what the kpks would say,
balls to me.

haha.

Oh and by the way,
He is still present in my daily life, i know.

Cheers to the game of life.
Enjoy the ride!

latetimes.

@2:27 am