well. its been a year.
one that brought alot of growth and faith,
and strength through challenges given to me by Him.
a year that opened my eyes to lotsa stuff as well.
the post would be too lengthy if i were to type of all i think. heh.
but it was a good year i must say.
what i hope for this new year, nothing specific.
just one very generic goal,
that is to be a better person overall.
its like how you know that u've been rather okay as a friend or family member,
but there are certain personal flaws of ur own that could have been done away with.
like if you wished for happiness or more peace in your life in the coming year,
perhaps it could actually start from ur thinking and character.
how you could be more tolerant of ur friends, family members if things dont work out.
knowing that by being more tolerant,
perhaps less arguments and politics would occur in ur life.
which ultimately leads to more peace within yourself.
this itself is quite a challenge eh.
but i just think that many things that you hope for,
actually start from urself.
there are certain things that u cant control of cos.
that is where the challenge comes,
and its down to trust in Him,
that there is actually a purpose for any incident that may occur.
like you ask for strength,
and He gives you a challenge in ur life to overcome.
that is where ur strength is tested.
believe that you'll gain strength, by overcoming the challenge presented.
i may sound boring with all these nonsensical stuff that come outta my head.
but the realisation of things in this perspective have brought me much contentment.
things in daily life, like seeing a crippled person living in peace,
reminds you of how blessed you already are.
and how we are actually so damn caught up with trivial worries and arguments.
makes me feel like quite a loser, worried bout stupid sch and other small stuff.
haha.
so, currently in a state of peace within myself,
and going into this new year with belief
that everything will work out fine eventually.
why not make it better by realising ur actual self,
and improve on it. benefits yourself and others around you.
and live out this journey of life to the fullest.
spend it with the loved ones in your lives, the cherished friends,
and just embrace life and its surprises.
here's to a happy and blessed new year yeah~
Goodnite.
