x country on friday..din put in full effort i guess.
or maybe im jus tat bad now. hah.
my timing i dno..but undoubtedly deproved lots.
i better achieve my aim of below 20. not sure if i can get it with this amt of effort put in.
at the same time i gta make sure i dun bust my knee.
since too much pressure on it..the consequences..jus bad lah.
so yeah..improve and at the same time not too desperately. =)
lotsa work to complete i guess..maths half done. gna try to complete them by today.
yeah. sch's gna start very soon.
hope i refreshed myself and make sure im on task tis comin term.
exams- i dun wna fail any man. even better try not to get C's..tho its almost impossible for a person lyk me. hah.
ciao~
past few days..had lotsa stuff to do..
GL for sec 1 camp..
mum's bday
results.
yeah..
in the space of 1 wk..
well had lotsa things in my head in those times too..
too much to say here i guess.
but more or less i enjoyed the camp..tho sometimes i jus felt empty inside midway.
the feeling's jus weird lah..lyk im in this thing alone and stuff when actually im not..
these thoughts jus come to my mind when im alone durin the camp..when the other gl's were bz with other stuff..its jus weird lah.
well i ought to get started with my hw and stuff..
trw: drama show to watch with drama pupils and others
fri- invitational at turf..
tat makes my 5 days of break gone. bloody shit.
im really afraid i cannot catch up when term 2 starts..i'll jus lag behind lah..maths, sci.
without being able to cope with these 2 i dun think i'll do well enuf.
L1R5 counted till 4 subs i got 13 points..then my best 2 subs added in makes me score to 24 points. marvellous huh. i cant even get an A for eng..bloody shit.
2 subs contribute 11 points to my score. wads wrong. the prob's jus with me.
many thoughts in my head rite now..it jus cant be penned down rite now.
i can be rude when i crack some stupid jokes. im sry if i say anything tat offend. cos its jus the stupid me saying stupid stuff without any proper thinking. i wna change for the better. but where do i start. seriously.
