midnight.fever

Saturday, February 17, 2007

CNY week =)

today had 3 lessons instead of 4. had pe (super short lah), e maths and chem.
after tat CNY celebrations. my class won 2nd place. must mainly thank chengni and pamela for decorating the class. most of us din do anything..including me. yeah..i think tat if our class worked together we wud hav won 1st already. well..we still won.

theres no sch till wed..i better catch up with work..and build up stamina too. since next training's only on thurs..turf summore. so yeah. titus din get to play badminton this wk..cos actually we planned to play on fridays..but me and jon already played on wed. so i guess partly our fault too. sry chang! haha. might go out with them trw..accordin to ys. yeah..

sch x-country's comin up..will i be able to get top 20? im somehow confident of being able to..but afraid tat i'll let myself down. jus work hard, lenny. my maths sucks too. haha. im starting to find that Mr Goh has nice'ness in him. he's quite open lah. haha. he gave each of us a personalised note, writing encouragements and stuff. =)
my cuz is sick, quite a big change physically in him..sigh. hope he'll recover fast. i really hope we can get to hav him discharged temporarily trw for reunion dinner..if not the mood would somehow be empty.
God please give him the strength and faith to carry on fighting this condition he's suspected to have. Give him the hope that he'll stand strong above all the setbacks he's facing and stay cheerful.

well..its 1.41 now.
might be goin for a run trw..provided i hav enuf discipline to wake up early..haha.

ciao. =)

latetimes.

@1:30 am

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

happy valentine's day every1. haha.

nth much for me today. played badminton with jon. titus and yeshen couldnt go. =(
nvm..friday i try yeah? haha.

so met jon at j8..ate some stuff..sat down outiside j8 away from the crowds..mostly couples. made me and jon look lyk gays spending valentine's day together or wad..since every guy is only with a girl. haha. well..sat down..made us look lyk some foreign workers or sth. haha.
yeah..talked bout stuff. every1 has their flaws..we jus gta live with it..cos we ourselves havour own flaws..and if no1 talked about ur flaws why mus u complain bout theirs. yeah..jus came straight out of my mind. =)

well..after eating we walked to stadium..30 hour early. haha.
went to the sports hall..no1 there. so we started early..yeah.
had fun..then after awhile a father and son played together. the son was jus a small boy..very cute. yeah made me smile. =) couldnt be serious for today's game..maybe cos i hav no thoughts tat can make me angry today. yeah..trashed by jon in the end. nice one man. =)
poor in accuracy lah me. mus improve. =)
i only hope that inter hse soccer and badminton don't clash. so i can join both. haha.

okay..after tat chilled at the stadium stands for awhile. after tat walked to j8..and yeah, went home. today's jus another ordinary day for me and jon. haha.

next yr alone too. mus start planning wad to do already. haha. maybe more badminton.
after sec sch..hu noes wats on valentine's day for me. lol.

im tired and yeah, enuf bloggin for today.

ciao =)

latetimes.

@8:54 pm

Sunday, February 11, 2007

been feeling kinda down these few days.
it jus sux.
im not currently goin thru a rough patch or wad..but for some unknown reason..im feeling kinda empty inside..quite depressing. sigh.
jus now i was walking to the bus stop from church..and i suddenly felt very useless.
i dno..jus freaking down lah.
is there a perfect remedy to take away sadness.

trw's sch again..another wk of track..teachers..blabla.
lotsa stuff to be completed..simply cos im delaying them and not completing them asap.
today church..supposed to feel free of troubles. but today was oppisite for me.
if im feeling down now..God what are u going to do? are u gna send an angel or whatever to console me. or what. let me face them alone so tat i can eventually be a stronger person. and tho i hav this thought tat troubles are meant to make u stronger as a person..wat happens if u never ever manage to pick urself up to continue the path of life..u jus lay there..stumbled.
wat's the outcome? i wonder.

i shud jus shut up and not say much from now on..cos my mouth jus says stuff tat its not supposed to..causing probs to occur. and i find myself changing for the worse. and for me to post all these stuff, would u readers think tat im trying to seek attention. i really hope not.

latetimes.

@3:07 pm