havin a prob focusing on sch work.
keep drifting away.
either surfin aimlessly on the web, or just gettin another dose of guitar-ing.
cant seem to get down properly to academics.
urgh.
its 2.01am.
excel test and macro presentation on thurs.
i'll do both well.
gta salvage myself for this bloody IT module,
and not be seemingly (to me) an unneccassary member in my macro grp.
sch's at a point of time,
where its a lone battle.
sure, u do have ur fellow comrades with you on the battlefield.
but ultimately,
only you can save urself from ur own trouble.
a time where you have to stand up strong,
and make a stand.
not for anyone, but for yourself.
i feel that i've fell behind the expectations i have of myself,
and took things too easily.
i can type weirdly sometimes.
but its what i feel eh.
a lil talk with a couple of guys in my class
made my mind want to switch reflectory-mode
elaboratin on my thoughts here wont be good.
but its come to a point where
its your own battle.
nobody to fall back on, except for Him (and music)
i dont know, theres no sense of ease with this class.
at least for me. hah.
things like this occur,
so that it helps us to be appreciative of who are the actual ones you can turn to in your life.
i hope it helps any of you,
who may currently be experiencing shit now.
remember who are the ones that have been true to you.
and know that you have them,
though u seem to be alone in what you do currently.
1 more month. anticipation.
and i'm lookin forward to the jam later at night.
