trying not to use vulgarities man...but im bloody worried bout friday...
its the bloody x-country..and i havent been running for 9 days already. whaddafark.
i din noe its tis friday till pang told me. i still think its next wk..but time passes super fast.
its here..6 days more. fook.
i dun wna let falcon down. i dun wna let my frens down. i dun wna let myself down.
pls let me finally hav the motivation to train hard, God. i've been letting myself down by not running regularly. pls help me now. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
worried already..all my fault man. bloody shit.
argh fook. friday sia..damn fast man.
will i be able to get into top 20?
why din falcon choose keith as their track&field captain??
im gna get whacked by falcon if i dun get into top 20 man. seriously.
im gna seriously let myself down if i dun.
how???
only can run, run and run more from now..till wed, or possible thurs if my knee persists.
fook.
sigh..=(
well..2 days of CNY passed.
how fast. got most of the ang paos already..haha.
went to grandma's hse yesterday..my cuz was discharged from hospital and had to go back by 2pm..so yeah, at least he got to get outta hostpital and mingle with the rest of the family during CNY. collected most of the ang paos i collected at my grandma's hse. haha.
went to my Godmum's hse today..and my cuz is officially discharged! haha yeah man. sucha big diff in him already..almost back to his usual funny self. =) played blackjack with him and the rest of the cuz's too. haha..was kinda fun lah..funny to see how his many many rows of coins became 1 miserable row(tho tat row is made up of $1 coins)..haha. he lost so much cos tat round we all bet'ed(?) $2 each..so happened tat my cuz was the banker for tat round and he burst..so yeah, had to give each of us double. haha kinda nice to see urself havin lotsa money. so yeah..played for an hr i think..and i made a profit of 8 bucks. =) congratulate me. haha.
so yeah..2 days of CNY..gone lyk tat. sch's starting again. all the fun is gna stop..and the studyin resumes(i hope i will lah). haha. track resumes..and maybe badminton too..with the buds. haha.
well..hope i get enuf money to get what i want. got to fiddle around with it at my godmum's hse today too. feels nice. haha.
ciao. =)
