midnight.fever

Saturday, September 19, 2009

just found an old file filled with sec sch stuff.
all the lil notes, letters, photos.
just lookin at those pics and readin the lil notes made my day (night, rather)
kinda made me feel that my sec sch life was indeed well-lived.
and certainly full of great memories.

i still think one of the best ppl i've met in my short life so far,
are in sec sch.
of cos there are the ones from church and poly too.
but sec sch has made the most impact thus far.
one special gift from sec sch was one by my whole class
they had this yellow a4 paper,
one of my classmate drew a guit on one side,
then the whole class wrote birthday wishes on the paper.
its just a few words from each of them, but certainly a very nice gift to me.
then theres my sec 1 pics.
woah. i was really bloody small. haha.

alrite, been on laptop for damn long now.

ciao.

latetimes.

@1:39 am

Friday, September 18, 2009

well. ystd had quite a nice time with melvin and jon comin over.
jammed a lil.
its good that we jammed with closed doors so that ppl wouldnt get disgusted by the singing.
hahaha.
but nevertheless, awesome stuff.
went for the great legendary toa payoh hokkien mee.
3 of us shared and ate 13 bucks worth of hokkien mee.
thats how good it is.
seriously i think food lovers should try it.
its damn good. haha.
should bring the good friends out to try it b4 i move away from toa payoh.
yeah, rather chill-out ystd.

today's real lazy day.
woke up 2 plus.
real cool weather.
rather comfortable to just chill at home.
heh.

and finally got my ibanez back.
sigh. the saddle is so sensitive, how a lil misalignment can cause such probs.
argh.
at least i've it back now.
kinda feel that acoustic's still "home" for me.
love acoustics.
of cos, i love my les paul too.
heh. love for guitars..its quite funny how i can get so into guits.
this all boils down to one simple thing.
the love and passion for music (blues~!).
well...maybe except for techno.

new house is close to completion.
painting is mostly done.
so theres just the cleanup and bringing of stuff into the house.
so move in would be prob by a month from now i guess.
real fast.
gta love my room.
i kinda wanted a more warm, chill-out sense of feel to the room.
guess its kinda achieved. heh.

next youth Mass is comin real soon.
the band hasnt started jamming.
worrying.
plus my new role as lead,
even more so worrying.
gotten to used to playin rhythm/acoustic.
now we're talkin bout riffs, effects.
interesting change.
well i guess everybody has to start from somewhere.
nevertheless, it's a Mass. praise and worship in honour of the One above.
its always easy to forget where all the blessings and gifts come from.
i tend to get carried away by the wonders of music itself,
that i neglect the fact the what i have got to enjoy, is a gift from Him.
and as i practice (somewhat lazily) for the youth Mass,
i pray all will go well, for me and for everbody involved.

havent seen grandma and cousins for awhile now.
i prob should head there soon.

alrite, back to FIFA 09 for awhile.
ciao.

latetimes.

@6:35 pm

Thursday, September 17, 2009

well..jeanette showed me this vid bout these young kids in uganda.
how they were on the verge of death from starvation.
when the camera crew arrived at the village,
these 2 kids were just lying flat on the floor, lacking in clothing.
they were so helpless, just lying there not doing anything.
they couldnt move their legs as they had polio,
and were so dirty in their ragged clothing.
real sad scene.

and there comes their older sis, an 8 year old girl.
who actually arrived from miles away, to just fetch water to bathe her 2 lil siblings.
its heartwarming to see sucha thing.
more of bittersweet, if you'd call it.
such a sweet act of family love in the midst of all these agony.

reminds me of not being a good person actually.
how pathetic i can be.
too many flaws for me to list out.
well, let me try my best to minimize them.
how sad that we can be blinded by all the materialistic goods around us.
taking for granted lil blessings like being 100% able bodied..
man, we're real blind and blinded in such aspects.
for one, i'm a real sucker in this.
argh.

now it makes me feel a lil guilty of what i planned to say.
how my ibanez is finally ready at swee lee aft 2 weeks. heh.
i just hope that the prob is once and for all, resolved.

and thanks jeanette for the vid, if ur ever readin this.
real thankful in being able to know you as a friend,
and actually being a great one too. haha.

ciao~

latetimes.

@12:23 am

Monday, September 14, 2009

on the way home just now,
i got a msg from sis.
sayin that mum and dad quarreled.

so i headed home.
sis opened door for me,
i saw her puffy eyes.
then i kinda knew how tramatising it was when i saw my aunt teary-eyed too.
thankfully mum's strong.

well, just another disappointment in my dad.
takin out his frustrations on the family.
wow. this shows me the emotional maturity of my dad.
ventin out frustrations on the expense of ur loved ones.
i thought that was something a grown man wouldnt do.
pathetic.

again, im reminded of a life lesson.
i pray i wouldnt be such a person in future.
do some stupid stuff that can cause so many tension in a family.
thankfully im gettin less and less affected by such stuff.

on a brighter note,
it was a great day out.
im happy to have known such friends,
knowin u can have heart-to-heart talks with.

finally,
i thank God for such an experience in life.
and teaching me not to have wrath and violence on anyone,
and be a loving person always.
Amen.

latetimes.

@11:00 pm

i realise.
its easy for ppl to misinterpret whatever you say.
its a lil sad how u cant actually say stuff u wanted to say.
what i said a long time ago.
what i said just now.
actually i've faulted in my words alot of times.
hmm.

well.
guess i cant put/say whatever i would want to.
misinterpretation/misunderstanding. such a dangerous thing.
my bad again i guess.
life lessons. heh.

feeling a lil cranky recently.
argh.

ciao.

latetimes.

@2:27 am

Sunday, September 13, 2009

rough day today.
felt a lil off.
argh.

basically, not a good day.
i feel that havin a punching bag in the room for me would help.
damn.
its the hols, why cant i head out.
hmm. i've been spendin too much?
well i've never asked parents for extra money cos of me spendin too much.
stayin at home, it'll just lead to sleepin till late hours of the day.
feelin like a sick bastard.
well..if thats what parents want.
i'll take it in and stay home.

i've not headed out with friends a few times because of this.
and how i've made them change their plans.
all my fault. thankfully their understand peeps
or maybe they talked without me knowing.
i dont know.
hope thats not the case.
but who's to blame. only me i guess.

its only today i hope.
the trust in the One above is there.
things work out better.

ciao.

latetimes.

@12:38 am