midnight.fever

Saturday, October 10, 2009

church meeting today.
first time being in this kinda meeting.
not used to it. yet.
hah.

i need some spiritual input.
lacking in it.
lacking in spiritual kinda "energy"
like im living each day as it is.
just feels im lacking something.
heh.
and what better time to have it now.

its a trying time in church now.
ministry going thru a challenging phase.
its make or break now.
and i see the responsibility is on me, to do something bout it.
and i will do something bout it.
i feel this is where trust in Him and just doing what i can comes in.
plus sch starts again soon.
i'll need the guidance in these aspects of my life evermore.

im over at new house now.
i guess its permanent now.
moved everything from tpy to here already i think.
yeah. own room.
new environment.
new lil phase of life.
will call some peeps over soon for housewarming.
though im not sure when's housewarming. tsk.

a lil more in the reflective mood again.
kinda miss the old friends that i havent talked to in awhile.
man..without friends.
this world is shit.
without family and love and friends,
its a meaningless life.
tsk.
im beginnin to get into crap talk.
i'll stop.

ciao.

latetimes.

@1:17 am

Thursday, October 08, 2009

had badminton today.
strung racket at this shop.
sat at the coffeeshop like some uncle, sipping teh-c and havin a lil toast,
while waitin for shop to open, and racket to be strung later.
felt good actually. hah.
strung red strings. looks and feels good.
i think it had a lil more power than the ol' strings.

bbq buffet at seoul garden for lunch trw with some of the poly peeps.
good food. at a good price. hah.
around 12 bucks for a lunch, at student price.
gna eat more than 12 bucks worth of meat man.
awesome stuff.

gta head for a swim with the guys soon.
feelin a need for swim again. hah.
swimmin has become an almost weekly affair.
thats good.
and thinkin how i was such an idiot in the waters a year back.
it has certainly changed quite a bit. haha.

should be headin for a lil shoppin this fri with mum.
still has this voucher given to me by aunt for bday.
yeah the voucher is big enough for me to buy quite a few stuff.
time to stock up on some clothing.
hah.
i dont often buy new clothing, and i dont really fancy shopping,
unless i wna find for new clothes.
so yeah..hope it'll be time well spent.
good for some mother-son bondin too? heh.

nothin much else to say.

ciao.

latetimes.

@12:45 am

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

so..stayed at new house for 2 nights so far i think.
been real good.
pang and yap came over for the 1st (and definitely not last) time
they're gna see this house for the many years to come huh. haha.

today wasnt enjoyable.
woke up 4 plus today. hah.
yeah..just me being the pig i am.
been havin a runny nose since i woke up.
sneezed a hell lot.
up to now, i think the amt of mucus could fill a cup.
hah. argh.
at 1.32am now, its made me sleepy.
tsk.

sch in approx 2 weeks time.
im about ready to start.
had just about enough rest.
didnt do much on music (sadly)
i dno how i spent my time actually.
time passed pretty fast.
just chillin out with friends, a lil sports here and there.
yeah.

anyway Youth Mass happened 2 nights back.
a pretty smooth Youth Mass,
this time with a larger turnout considerin it was held at main church.
Mass was nice, celebrated with familiar Fr Kenny.
great, easygoing priest.
the Mass parts that i played was terrible.
tempo was off with the congregation.
i came on too early/late for some parts.
and i wasnt familiar with some of them.
Mass parts i done can be summed up in one word :
mediocre.
didnt turn out how i hope it should be, playing well for God.
will take this lesson, and learn from it.
disappointed with myself. but at least i tried.

all the sneezing makes me feel rather uncomfortable now.
just got the "having something stuck in ur throat" feelin now.
its hard to describe.
coupled with an ailing stomach.
actually my stomach's not very strong all the while.
its a bad stomach prob. hah.

headin off.
ciao.

Treasure everybody around you, for you'll never know when they might be gone.
Life is very gragile. Live it well.

latetimes.

@1:21 am