so, i took a bloody long time to fall asleep ystd night
laid on the bed from 3-odd to 5-odd.
think my mind was too active for my own good.
very very bad. heh.
so yeah, overslept for sch (not surprisingly)
and guess what, sch started at 11.
i can miss an 11am lesson. great.
woke up almost 2.
yeah, bad. seriously bad.
i resolved to sleep earlier.
prob by 1.
but it didnt go to plan again tonight.
its 2.32am now. so yeah..fail.
it can be quite bad being a night owl huh.
how ur only active in the night.
yeah, i tend to do my work only at late hours.
and drift away in the day.
its hard to cope with activities that begin in the morn.
its a habit and lifestyle i've to change i guess.
dont know how i'd achieve this change,
but i hope to. hah.
kinda miss jamming
stuff like these tend to nag in ur head when sch/boredom peaks.
yeah, be it some strummer (such a word?) song,
or bluesy jams. i'd love them.
sidetracking,
i wonder why few ppl take to blues.
most mainstream pop-related genres and rap tend to conquer the airwaves here.
genres should be widen up man.
seems to be no place for legends in music.
i missed the times when music was really emotive,
when it carried feelings and soul.
its quite a rarity now.
maybe thats why i kinda felt for blues.
how the guitar can be a 2nd you,
expressing ur feelings through it.
i think thats the ultimate level of a musician,
freely expressing your emotions through your voice/respective instrument.
yeah. i'm glad i was exposed to other genres years back
to break away from mainstream, and get into some blues and a lil jazz.
and listen other stuff as well.
of course i got a long way more to go,
to appreciate many other forms of music i find hard to comprehend now.
well music is a lifelong journey,
so yeah, i'll take my time and appreciate music and all its wonders.
and meanwhile, just enjoy the beauty that it is.
i better get going.
dont wna be late again for trw.
ciao.
its been awhile since i had nothing to do on a nice saturday.
woke up around 2. felt real good. hah.
pang came over afterwhich.
talked bout and jammed some music.
all's good.
headed to dinner with family later on.
just a nice relaxed time today.
so there goes saturday, and on to the last proper day of break,
we go face to face with sch once again.
ready to strive on? i doubt.
ready to try and work harder? yes, i believe so.
its only around 4-5 weeks of sch, b4 the study break comes,
in prep for exams.
real fast.
this sem seems faster than the previous.
and afterwhich, there goes year1 of poly life.
many realisations thru the 1 year i've experienced.
tryin my hand out at excel now.
an assignment to be done.
i'll get this sorted out b4 i head off for sleep,
which doesnt happen till at least 3 in the morn.
frankly, its not good.
had a habit of sleepin by 1am durin sch life.
i'll get back to this time by end of next week,
where pressures of sch should prob help me feel the fatigue.
i kinda feel the need to get fitter.
weirdly, i feel like gettin back to the times of sec sch
where i was more active in sports and being
rather fit.
yeah, just gettin back the stamina.
will head back to excel.
ciao.
