midnight.fever

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

so whats so good about alcohol and stuff?
just cant seem to understand whats up with my dad always drinking beer.
c'mon man, u've a damn job to do.

well u have ur goods and bads.
but i know that when i grow up, i'll never want to be what ur doing.
no smoke, no alcholism.

i can imagine the effects of u drinkin beer neverending.
lets just hope our family life and my own life wont be drastically affected.
cos its never worth crying over something u've caused urself.
of cos no1 will want it to happen.
but i see it coming if this continues.

oh well. life's like that.
this will be a lesson for me to learn.
and acknowledge that its just dumb.
drinking beer till ur belly's so damn big.
and drinking with the so-called friends.
great job.

hmm anyway, sch's been fine.
got a test on this stupid module.
internet and web tech.
i must say, it really sucks.
we're not taught on this module at all by the teacher.
come to class, read the slides and info online.
do a mini assignment on it at the end of readin the info.
thats a lesson. and the teacher's our form teacher. okay.

time for my late dinner.
ciao.

latetimes.

@10:13 pm

Sunday, May 03, 2009

first of all, i've to proclaim, that today is a great day.
really man. wow.
everything just turned out so well.
ystd was a great day too. today was great to the max. haha.
awesome. hardly feel so good. haha.
so now let me talk bout today.

today was the youth mass in church.
so i supposed to reach church at 945am.
i woke up at around 1030am, woken up by my mum.
imagine if i wasnt called up by my mum.
so joseph called me, telling me he helped me cover up by saying i had some stuff to do.
grateful for that lah.

okay so i reach church around 1115.
i went into the basment chapel, no1 got agitated by my lateness.
some of u might know, i suck at being punctual or even early. hah.
okay and considering today's a busy day, where they had to shift all the amps and the whole drumset from the attic to the basement chapel. quite alot of work.
by the time i came, all the equipment was already set nicely, all in place.
so by the time i got in, they were gettin ready for soundcheck.
and i even used adrian's guit, not mine cos of some circuitry probs.
only brought cables and my tuner. tsk.
and i just realised i kinda lost my tuner.
hope its in by bag and not in church.
hoping i didnt check my bag well enough. heh.
its my bday present man. crap.

i think by the time i finish bloggin bout today, it'll fill up the whole blog page.
im only at the "early part of the day" section. shit.
maybe i'll fast forward. hah.

so had music prac, lunch, dinner and spiritual prep b4 the youth mass itself.
i had the jitters and stuff b4 the actual thing.
i think its kinda normal, since ur performing to the public and all.
and this is just the youth. not alot of them summore actually. heh.
its my first youth mass as a guitarist actually.
did lectoring for the 1st youth mass i went to.
so it started, we played. it went rather smoothly i must say.
except for one part where i had my transposed parts.
that was abit messy for me and adrian. thankfully no probs.
so it went all quite well. if only the crowd could be a lil more enthu. heh.
great to see the peeps there. all so friendly. haha.
val was there too. hoped she enjoyed it the mass.
she seemed so quiet lah. haha.
and its even better to play at the youth mass with all ur friends and fellow mates working hard as well. and when we all work hard as a huge team and it all goes well,
the satisfaction feeling is damn shiok man.
im really really thankful for all of them.
too many to list. they're all damn great in their own way man.
providing support, being patient with me, lotsa stuff man.
wow. it was really a great day. indescribable.

so i had supper with some of them aft mass.
by the time we left the church, it was almost 11 i think.
packing up and all. hah.
joseph left his cable and song sheet file in church.
so now its with me. heh.
he's a another great guy.
so busy with jc (RJC man) and he commited to playing for the youth mass,
though he's so damn bogged down by sch.
mark too. actually everybody's busy in their own way.
but all took time to come down, help out and everything.
yeah the feeling's damn good lah.
even leonard's sis, who came out from hospital not too long ago,
came early and helped out. her voice is like gone man.
like at the end of a camp where u screamed to the max. hah.
all the wonderful peeps.

and im sorry to all the non-christian friends.
but i have to say this.
im really so damn greatful for all that has happened today.
all the friends, blessings and great people.
none of this could be possible to me without the guidance and love from up above man.
this day has reminded me once again the beauty of life.
and this gift of mine bestowed from up above, i cant say how thankful i am to have it.
actually, i cant imagine what will happen to me if i lose my fingers or hand.
okay, i'll not dwell into that. its a bad topic. heh.

yes, days can be really good, really bad or just passes by.
i think i can say i've experienced all.
but the gift of a new day by itself is already a blessing.
this gift can bring you so many new experiences.
joys reaffirm you in the value of life.
downs/failures, after reflection, eventually make one realise that it has made us stronger in a certain way, or brings out the true spirit in us, or show us the true friends that we have,etc.
so, no matter our days be it good or bad, i'm just thankful for this daily blessing.
Amen.

its raining now, family's kinda asleep except for mum who's jus chillin, watchin tv.
2.19am now. and listening to mayer's acoustics. free fallin's playin now fyi.
and its rainin heavily now.
i feel a great sense of peace. though i have lotsa work to complete by trw. heh.
its the end of a great day for me.
so thankful for today.

i figure that no1 will read till this point of time throughout my whole post.
its too damn long. hahaha.
but nvm, this ultimately is just for me to type what i feel. haha.
well, whole bunch of tutorials to complete trw. eeyur.
its okay, i had my very fair share of good days already.
now its time to work. aft my good long sleep tonight.
im tired man.
went to bed around 3.30am.
did like 1/2 of AFA tutorial only. haha.
well, i'll complete AFA, POM and microecons tutorials trw.
i will. haha.

Goodnite.
and its the end of a very fulfilling day.

latetimes.

@1:49 am