midnight.fever

Friday, April 28, 2006

there's a HUGE bee hive in school...its at..how to say..erm..its outside the multi-purpose court the tree on the left..yea. and uncle tony(security guard of our sch) went very near it to take a photo of the hive..dangerous lah. yea..now exams..eng yesterday..was okay lah..but i dun think i'll do well cos i was doing the papers half asleep. and chi today..was okay too..had compo and letter writing for the first part..or sum wud say, paper 1. compo sucked..i wrote pri2 standard for it..no jk. letter was okay..den came paper 2 after the break..it was okay too..i took my time to do..till i realised after i finished the forst compre of the paper den i realise i still have another compre to do with jus 10 or 20 min left! sux..but i manged to do 4/5 of the question. din manage to do one cos i have no time and even if i did..i'll get all wrong cos i dun even noe howta do..lol.
now we have a small break from exams..till wed i think..woot. haha.

latetimes.

@1:36 pm

Sunday, April 23, 2006

hmm..din blog for awhile..yea..read the papers today, and one report that caught my attention was the report about an ex rjc girl, joan chan. she's suffering from tongue cancer and read that she isnt doing well now in terms of her health. oh, btw, she's a catholic. read her blog just now..and from wat i read, she really believes in god and in one of her posts, she even said tat she she's ready to die a painful death if she gets to live in heaven, a pain-free, trouble-free place. from wat she said..i felt tat we all shud live live to the fullest. if we dun, and when we eventually succumb to illnesses, we wun regret not living life to the fullest. yea..sounds very..er, weird..but tis is what i think lah..yea. i really feel for her tho..wonder why mus illnesses exist..why cant we not be sick in our life. dying in such a manner really hurts..to the sufferer's loved ones and to him/herself. they say we can find peace during tis process of "slowly submitting oneself to god' thru god himself, but i say, in the beginning, why let us die dis way? tats sumthin i'll never understand..sigh. we can't do anything except to live for the moment...yea..she's really pitiful to me..cos she isn't rich, she has a gud faith, and she doesnt do anything bad enuf for ppl tp dispise her..and yet she has to suffer so much. but i think she is really sum1 we cud take as our role model..never give up in the face of troubles and fight on.

latetimes.

@2:36 pm