first of five weeks of sch is down.
4 weeks of sch before its the month-long study break.
was lookin forward to it only after the 1st or 2nd day of sch.
kinda in a state of an extiguishing flame of interest for what im doing now.
singled out 2 reasons.
one, would be my poor time management and prioritization.
two, would be my major flaw of sloth.
you see, i take my time in almost everything i do.
and i wouldnt touch my books or do anything related to sch, unless i have to.
and when i know i have to, i digress.
look for food, surf the web, music, and more music.
anything but studies.
so its this very bad mindset of mine for now i believe.
its tough, fighting with ur mind.
funny how the easiest things to do, are never the best options.
how easy it is to run away and shut ourselves off.
but how it never ever helps the situation you are stuck in.
so relating this to studies,
i just gta suck this in for another year and a half.
3 more sems.
why do i feel i should go more into music.
is it coming from the mindset of passion, and using it for ur future,
or just a plain thought of always been enjoying music, thinking that its easy cos u love it.
so its a question of whether am i taking things to easily in general.
the answer is yes i feel.
now, why.
i have no answers.
well just gta buck up.
its a class with pretty smart and hardworking people around me i must say.
gta face the books and take it in.
no complaining, because i have my faults for not working harder when i can.
self-motivation, pretty hard thing to do. argh.
on a brighter note,
a lil music theory lesson trw. woo. awesome shit.
lookin forward to it.
Music can be such a beauty, and yet can be such a distraction.
to me at least.
ciao.
