midnight.fever

Friday, June 26, 2009

i might be a little too young to say much bout him.
but yeah, the King of Pop has left this bloody messed-up world.
people grieve for him, but i feel that he has had enough of this shit from the world.
i believe he will have a much better life away from this world.

i'm not a big fan of his, probably not my generation, thats why.
but i know how great he is, b4 the media killed his career and life.
i only have 2 tunes of his that i know in my head, man in the mirror and heal the world.
obviously the song "heal the world" hasnt gone into the heads of the many people
its sad, how the media can portray him to be such an ass.
dno if he really did what he did,
but i believe that the media exaggerated whatever he may/may not have done.
well, the world has lost a worldwide icon.
he couldnt even have his last concert.
oh well, thats life.
i'm sure God has much better plans up there for him.
RIP, Michael Jackson.

so yeah, its quite sad news for the world,
a little sad for me though im not a big fan,
cos i know how great he was. yeah.
i believe he will have a much much much better life up there.
so, its good in a way that he leaves this f-ed up world.

okay, nothing much to say already.
just a ramble bout what i wanted to say.

you'll never know what u truly have, till its gone.

ciao.

latetimes.

@4:41 pm

okay, today's quite a fruitful day.
woke up to a msg askin for a last minute meetin for stats project.
but again, the bloody lazy me decided to sleep longer,
instead of waking up to take my time and prepare.
so in the end, i woke up at the meeting time.
yeah, not the first time.

i kinda felt that my teammates were a lil agitated when i finally arrived in sch.
cos they didnt say anything when i reached. heh.
understandable lah, entirely my prob. sigh.
i've very bad discipline in this aspect.

so anyway, when my parents came home,
they got me a new phone. woooot.
its a phone that kinda got my attention when i was just browsing at phones.
so yeah..since my plan expired last year (i think),
and my parents had a $100 voucher,
they got me a new phone.
some of u might know that my phone looks kinda screwed.
so yeah..haha.
best part is, this phone has 8gb memory.
woah man. woah..

so yeah..great stuff.
haha.
anyway, youth mass is on sat.
hope it all goes well man. hah.
and im gna get my html work done today.
been slacking for that for too long.
time to get it finished, at least half-done.

and e-learning at home starts next monday.
at a wonderful timing of 8am. how nice.
for i think the 1st time, i'd say i would rather sch.
hah. im ready for sch again i think.
but yeah, another week of hols are nice too.
with 8am e-learning, maybe not so nice in the end.
haha.

ciao.

latetimes.

@12:07 am

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Stand by Me - Ben E. King

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No, I won't be afraid
Oh, I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
So, darling, darling

(Chorus:)
Stand by me
Oh, stand by me
Oh, standStand by me
Stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
Or the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cryNo, I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me
And, darling, darling...

just a cute and classic song i stumbled upon just now.
so yeah..quite a great song.

okay im fighting against the dwindling batt life of my laptop to post this.
just have an urge to post this.

some thoughts again in my head.
but their prob not worth to be said out here or anywhere else.
just an agitation bout reality itself again.
haha.

ciao.

latetimes.

@2:21 am

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

its funny how sometimes looking back on certain memories and the emotions it evokes,
can give u some bittersweet feelings again and bring you back to the feelings u felt in the memory itself.

i dont know whether its a good emotion to feel what i felt last time.
but i dont wna hold on to it, cos i think its not worth it.
the reason why i always look back onto it is cos i felt its still worthy to be held on to,
but yet when i delve into that memory again, it tells me to move on.
hmm.

i dno.
the irony of memories to me.

i guess i'll just let time tell its story eh.
cos i dont know how to handle this too.

anyway, life's been a lil hectic now.
i think i said this ystd. but heck.
so yeah, couple of projects to handle.
being a leader for a project certainly doesnt help.
hmm, lets hope it'll all pay off eventually.

i still hope to eventually get into music more.
its funny how me and melvin talked bout a music business in future,
how we can gather all our skills and make it work.
haha. it sounds feasible to me.
i hope to have a career that allows me to do something i love too.
music sounds like the right path.
again, the realities of life here doesnt give much hope for music, to me.
always fight for what u believe in, i tell myself.
but the burden of reality seems to big to me to act on that believe.

and i'm trying not to let sloth get the better of me in work.

cya.

latetimes.

@12:05 am

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

back from YISS ystd night.
awesome and powerful camp.
wonderful peeps i met there.
had a great dinner with family. real great food man. seriously.

now its back to reality.
lots of work flooded in.
wow. sorta overwhelmed by it a lil.
argh. gta do more trw.
lots of stuff i must say.
hope it'll all work well eventually.

ciao.

latetimes.

@12:55 am