midnight.fever

Saturday, May 30, 2009

so i've been struggling to do my revision for POM.
reason being, com is on, thus im quite off-focused.
heh.

actually i've nothing much to talk bout.
church trw. yeah man.

and titus's choir concert on monday.
monday's oso POM test. lets see how it goes.
at the rate of my revision, it wont go very well. heh.

looking forward to the concert on monday,
can get to chill a lil with the mates.
haha.
and hols soon man. great stuff.
i needa break from the very-often mac meals.

the campus run in sch's comin up soon too. 10 june.
lets hope i do justice to myself.
i've been running, though very much lesser compared to sec sch days.
im just in a diff zone from sec sch running time now.
and im seriously lacking speed. shit man.
argh.

okay, i'll (failingly) get back to revision.
ciao.

latetimes.

@12:05 am

Thursday, May 28, 2009

so sch has been okay, tests are here.
soonest one from now is on monday.
principles of management. heh.
i find the lectures for this module is abit redundant.
however the tutorial's good lah. haha.

well anyway, havent been very active on the music side.
i always have something inside of me, but i somehow cant express them yet thru music.
perhaps i havent learnt the guit enough.
expression thru chords can be done for me.
in terms of lead..i find myself having to work much more.
but i dont really know how still.
expression thru lead playing, esp solos.
thats what i wna achieve.
how..thats another thing i've to ponder on.
thats the thing bout blues man.
its mostly coming from inside.
theres no real fixed solo and stuff.
what u play comes from inside.
and thats what im strugglin a lil with.
cant seem to put feeling into playing real lead solos and stuff just yet.
most riffs are fine with prac though.
again, feel is the thing.
cos i've been playin sorta like fixed lead riffs and stuff,
with just a very lil touch of my own mediocre feel in there.
man..lets see how things go.

im still keen on finding great musicians to regularly play with.
i mean, learn from them. hah.
im still lovin the acoustics man.
but i needa get my les paul to good use. heh.

okay so, im still lovin the stuff from JM's Where The Light Is.
its been so damn long. but its still in my head.
sorta like embedded in it now.
slow dancing in a burning roomm. thats the killer man.
the acoustic one is so damn sweet.

alrite. enough of music.
back to reality of me tryin to pathetically play some lead stuff.
damn it. rhythm to lead's been quite a journey for me.
a frustratingly sweet journey. tsk.

i should prob get to some revision now.
but b4 i go, i've to say this.

I stayed up till 3.15 in the morn to see Man Utd get beaten up by Barcelona. sigh.
i kinda got knocked out around that time cos i was too sleepy.
and that one goal from Eto'o that i saw made me sian. tsk.
fatigue caused me to be zoned out from sch today. my nose again.
yeah, no1's fault but mine. haha.

okay, ciao.

latetimes.

@8:32 pm

Sunday, May 24, 2009

sch life has just started gettin busier.
tests are coming in. econs one is this tues.
gta buck up in studies.

meanwhile, im put in-charge of the upcoming Youth Mass.
and yeah, many heavy responsibilities i reckon.
but i believe it'll all be good with the guidance from seniors in ministry and of course,
from above. Amen.

so havin this campus run in sch thats comin up at 10 june i think.
yeah, i've been doing a lil more exercises in sch whenever the guys do sport.
i'm gna do more training to get ready for the run.
and yeah, prob train up to get fitter again.
i kinda fell a lil too far back in fitness for my liking.
6 rounds of track seemed like what used to be a >3 odd km run.
thats not very good i feel.
well yeah, basically i'll try to get a lil fitter again.
not like those track-siao ppl, cos i cannot make it. haha.

headin back to church trw to establish a theme for the Youth Mass, one of my duties. heh.
and aft that, a lil sweet acous jam with churchmates.
i just love jamming with them man.
all the good-vibes. haha.
where theres a chill-out feel and not much of stress.

and i gta brush up on my econs topics soon.
4 more topics more. not much time.
will cover any1 tonight b4 i hit the bed.
and its 1.53am. lets hope it'll not be a 3am sleeping time again.

ciao.

latetimes.

@1:44 am