midnight.fever

Saturday, January 27, 2007

today morn ate breakfast with titus pang jon and ye shen..=)
after tat went to blk 133 to take attendance for CIP. wooo! haha.
collected stuff from 3 blocks..mus say tat we collected quite an amount. haha.

we finished everything at about 10.30(?) when we're supposed to finish at 1pm. lol.
then slacked at 142 void deck. we guys played soccer with a bottle cap there..haha. chang and ye shen pro seh. all score 3-4 goals each. me and teng how not very good. haha. jon oso pro lah. good gk'ing..haha. u guys rock =)
then left for j8 with mark ong and dominic(birthday boy!) at 12.10 to eat sum light food. i bought a pastry from delifrance..and it cost me..$2 plus? ex seh. haha. met pang at breadtalk too..then he ate at pastamania..not bad ah. haha. i got myself ice-lemon tea there too. $1.85 seh..small cup. total a pastry and a cup of drink cost me almost 4 bucks. crap seh. haha. okay then dom and mark went back..me and pang met the other trackers at breadtalk..all ate the pastries there. syazwan ate 3..pro ah. haha. then yeah..after eating, we left for macritchie..not wanting to run. haha.

girls race started at 3 plus. then we guys..4 plus. and we reached there at 1 plus. haha. but time can pass super fast when ur anxious abt race. okay shall skip to the race itself..the trail is SUPERB! the mud seh..indescribable..almost every step got mud..sum small puddles, sum are deep. the deep one..u step..shoe can sink in a lil. haha. after the race lenny'slegs was super beautiful. covered in mud and stuff..i think among one of the dirtiest for the competitors. yeah..but the race was good exposure. =) i ran 25.11..yeah. the best few all end in 15-16mins. look at the diff man. nonsensical. i lost to kuan yu!! crap man. haha. but good run man. =)

next invitational shouldn't be very far away. sian. okay..tis is all for today. haha.

im tired..

latetimes.

@7:20 pm

Friday, January 26, 2007

as i was on the com..mum came in and nagged..said i was always on the com..blabla.
i cant do my work all day lyk wat u want me to rite. i noe u see me lyk some lazy piece of crap or sth. whatever man. let me be. i dun deserve ur attention. i study when i have to..and i noe its not enuf for me. but u parents make me dispise studying more by naggin at me to study.

i wonder how i cud have the motivation to turn to my books and not the computer..wastin time on it only. can my parents let me go if i go to the lib and do work? sometimes i wish u cud see wat i blogged..so tat maybe u cud understand my frustrations. at the same time maybe its best u dun see tis..so i can vent frustrations without gettin punished or some sort.

cant u parents ever understand wat we teens are ever thinking. maybe u all were from another era. so yeah. cant entirely blame u. but maybe jus read some books about stuff we face at our age and stuff. if not all day work, pay bill, watch tv, wake up early..not sick of this meh. everyday live in tat same old routine. have a change or sth? go for a run..play some sports or sth. i'll gladly join u. ah crap lah.

frustrated by u..my parents.

latetimes.

@9:45 pm

Thursday, January 25, 2007

today is another dramatic day for me.

nth much to say..except tat im lookin forward to pe trw..and the CIP on sat.
haha yeah.

im lucky to hav u peeps as frens. thx lots for everything guys. =) most of the happy memories inside of me are made by u guys..and ur all my de-stressers and confidant. =)

latetimes.

@9:05 pm

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

well..shall talk bout yesterday and today..

yesterday...

nth much durin curriculum hours..cant remember actually. haha. after sch had hse practice/track..supposed to run..but cos the sky wasnt lookin good..the hse's din run..so track had to the the up down study block again..my knee will hurt if do tat. i keep complaining man..lyk girl liddat. okay then we did conditioning..that sec 1 guy irritated other trackers..we seniors beginning to dislike him..yeah. shant say much. after track went home with melvin, stacey(feodora!) and others..yeah.

today...

went to sch..i lost my wallet in the mrt..was lyk..devastated. went to report at control station..then borrowed coins from a sec 2 peircean near amk station..lucky he appeared when i needed to get to sch. =) thank God. and thank him for lending too. mus find him trw and return.
went to sch..frens sensed sth was wrong..so yeah..was feelin emo then..still told them tho..yeah. they bothered to encourage me, askin if i need money for transport and recess..stuff lyk tat. i borrowed bout 1 buck in the end..chwee kueh for recess and mcdonalds cone after sch..haha yeah. thx alot peeps for wat u all did today. i really appreciate tat. =) u noe hu u are. haha. then later on b4 sch started the mrt ppl called me and said they found my wallet..tat was the call i really wanted then. and it came. God came to help jus when i needed it..even tho im not a good catholic.
so yeah..slowly started to feel better. then yeah..lessons..had e maths test..ppl found it ok..except me. maybe cos im jus not up to standard in maths. and its almost inevitable tat i'll fail. where's the motivation to study hard, lenny? u gta find it..fast.
ok back to today..went home with titus and jon..and chang, hope u got everything figured out. =) we bought the 50 cent ice-cream cone from macs..nice. haha. went home after tat. and now im here..and i got my badminton racket back..BADMINTONNNNNN!!!!! yeah i feel the hunger to win in badminton. haha.

the feeling of helplessness felt today..without my wallet..was freaking big. without ppl i noe..i'll be seriously lost. Thx again guys! love ya' bunch of gays. =)

another day of track trw..with race approaching tis sat..will i be the last few..i really hope not. and knee, pls dun screw up on me for the next few mths. thanks. more races coming up within the next 2 mths. will i represent sch for nationals? pros and cons if i do. tho it can suck to see ur fren representing and ur at the sides only supporting them..and at the same time u hav more times for studies. let God decide for me while i let nature take it's course. =)

ciao.

latetimes.

@5:32 pm

Sunday, January 21, 2007

today went to lib to study with frens..but i actually din really do my work there. haha. spent only a short time there actually. haha. then went to search for glen's present..tho its lyk..almost 1 wk belated. haha. yeah.

so yeah..walked..crapped..sat..sit..played(?)..and walked summore. haha. after tat all went off..then i went to meet mum at somerset. yeah. met up with dad there too. then all went to specialists shoppin centre..they went to see clothes. went there for an hour or two. yeah.
then ate dinner..i ate black pepper beef rice. shiok. haha. then after eatin went straight home.
reached home bout 10 plus. lol.

trw i hav church..new cat class and church as u all noe. gna go mass first..930am. hope i can wake up and reach on time. after tat..got cat class stuff. yeah. lucky mark ong same church as me now. =) if not i'll be anti-social there. haha. even tho sum ppl i noe are there too.
so yeah..now 1.06am. i mus wake up bout 8am. cos i dno how long i'll take to ctk church. bout 45 mins? or maybe shorter. haha.

one day i shud start postin pics in my posts. tho im lazy to. and my fone camera sux..and my usb cable for my fone is missing. so until i get all those solved..no pics in my posts. haha. cos without pics readin posts can be boring. and while i was typing blogger said no connection. wth. haha.
lucky i pressed recover post when my post disappeared. blogger isnt as dumb as i thought now. haha.

and marcia talked to me at..1.03am? yeah. she wanted me to put this in. hahhaa.

race in 6 days time..

ciao.

latetimes.

@1:11 am