midnight.fever

Saturday, April 21, 2007

today ate with jon and mark at tp central b4 headin to church with mark.
haha. yeah.
quite a fun time over there.
abortion is sick. very very sick.
its takin the life away of an innocent one.
hurts God greatly too. cos babies are a gift of God's love to us.
yeah..tho its very obvious. today's session jus strengthed my thoughts against abortion.
hah.

trw's over to yap's hse for drama rehearsal. oh yessssss.
yap's mum is gna smack me for disrupting the peace in their hse becos im gna try yap's guitar. =)
nev really played an electric one u see. haha.
woot.

exams are really near..
not really studyin
shit.
i dun wna fail.
but on the other hand im not doin anythin to make myself pass.

seem's lyk every1's stressed.
how?
sth i feel lyk im not doin anything to help and make fren's feel better.
but at the same time if they feel stressed they go to other ppl.
if i ask wads wrong sth they wun say.
they're stressed and i cant help.
i can feel rather useless in that perspective sth.
argh.

anyway, i wna get an A for eng in exams.
hope i really do.
and at least B's for my sciences. a lil tough for those 2. but i'll try.
math's..not much hope for B's? hah.
chi is game over. so yeah. a pass is really a miracle.
well shud be goin to B chi anyway. hah.

this B chi thing is a lil bogglin in my head.
dno wad to do bout that actually. rgh.

alrite gtg TRY and study~!
haha.

bye peeps.
and dun feel so stressed out over everythin yeah. =)
i'll be here to listen. jus a matter of whether u wna share bout the troubles.
yeah.

=)

latetimes.

@9:51 pm

Sunday, April 15, 2007

hey peeps~
im not feelin very good. mood has been lyk a roller coaster these few days.
after that humiliation on friday.
sry if i dun sound lyk the real me.
i need time.
and i dun have it.

im gettin irritated.
jus talked to mum lyk some fucker wud.
tat's not the way i shud be talkin to any1.
and its all my prob.

so peeps, maybe jus refrain from talkin to me or sth.
yeah.
spare urself from some stupid respons from me.
its hard to stay positive.
i dno why.

sry peeps.
and thanks for the encouragements too.
ur all treasured by me.
=)

trw's 2.4
i wna get a timing at least i can be satisfied with.
pls dun give me anything worse then 10.36.
if i do i dno what im gna feel.
argh.
i need sth positive. no more negatives pls.
anything u peeps cud msg me.
cos im appearin offline now. unless for some reason i come online.
yeah.

do i sound lyk i want attention.
really sry if i do. cos i hav no intention of that.
im jus typing wad my heart wants to say.
sounds dumb. but yeah, that's hu i am.

yeah.

latetimes.

@2:15 pm