midnight.fever

Friday, December 15, 2006

today went to buy my uni..long pants and the several books tat were outta stock. and man...

LENNY LOOKS GOOD IN LONG PANTS!

haha! im so bhb. =) ok..then went to grandma hse for a short while after tat.
then from there went to church for confession mass. yeah. went with mark and gab wee.

every1 had to confess our sins and wrongdoings to a priest. so yeah. im was second in line. =)
but i think the priest is filipino or sth..dun understand much of wat he said to me =( but nvm. i jus confessed my sins to him and tats wat mattered. went to eat prata after tat. so yeah..after prata went home.

trw im gna hav tuition..maths. =(
but

i wna do well next 2 years. so yeah.

persevere. =)

latetimes.

@11:58 pm

SUM1 GO RUNNING WITH ME!

latetimes.

@1:17 am

Thursday, December 14, 2006

got inspiration from sum1 to write this.

sometimes we jus take things and people for granted.
we will live with them for quite a long number of years..
sometimes we will hav disagreements..memorable times with them.
we will think of it for the day..but not for the time to come.

u see ppl won't stay with u forever..no1 will. so treasure the people u have.
for u might not know whether u'll have another time with them.
we live with them for so long..but jus wake up..see them..say good morning and stuff..
and off to our own business. why not spend a lil more time to talk to them? hu noes. it might make their day. if u havent been talkin to a fren for a long time..jus msn him or sth. jus catch up with each other. might be weird at first..but u noe its in good nature. jus treasure ur frens and family more and dun take them for granted..tat they'll be there trw.

tis post sounds weird. but yeah. hu cares. hope u peeps get the msg. =)

latetimes.

@11:13 pm

today is kukuday!!!

commemerated by mr koh kah yong..ms stacey lim and mr lenny lai.

hope u will mark tis day down on ur calendar..cos its the day where u act kuku and stuff.
the kuku sale will sell almost every kuku thing u can find for very kuku prices.

so yeah..kukuday is a special day for all of us..as explained above. =)

14th december=kukuday

latetimes.

@10:42 pm

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

im now at toa payoh. ok yeah the com's fixed up. can only go back sin ming on weekends. tats wat my parents say..but i noe they dun mean it. but i wna go back..living with my parents=stress and frustration. nowhere to vent frustrations in toa payoh. it sux ok. and sin ming..the guitar is there..i noe the surroundings..can run and swim with my cuz..to me its much better. i noe some might think livin with parents is nicer cos they will care for u and stuff. but no..maybe its me..maybe i jus dun appreciate the love they give by nagging and scolding.
but i somehow find living in sin ming much better..i can be independant there..go out to study..run..play guitar..stuff lyk tat. compared to toa payoh..i have stress..nagging from parents..no understanding..nth to vent frustrations on..can't even go out to STUDY. wtf lah. jus becos they dun believe in studyin outside doesnt mean they mus keep me at home lyk a dog. jus now i told them i wna go lib..and they told me they will bring me. dammit. dun treat me lyk a small kid ok.

its not tat i dun wna live in toa payoh with u guys..after all ur my family..but im sayin tat u ppl give me so much stress. home to me now isnt as nice. i dun look forward to home. i wna jus live on the beach..hear the calming effects of the tides..see the stars..yeah. ok enuf crap man.

i'm supposed to hav tuition today..but i woke up check my fone..he msged me say he sick..so postpone the tuition. stupid. i have so many things on today one lah. im not blaming him but yeah. so the tuition postpone i can join my frens rite? but no. mother dun let me out. i lyk dog liddat.

feeling this way for quite a few days already..damn frustrating. thx to some frens for listening to my frustrations. =) at tis point of time..frens seem more understanding and important compared to family to me. hah.

latetimes.

@10:39 am

latetimes.

@10:39 am

Monday, December 11, 2006

today went out to study with pang. haha.
did ss hw there..woo. after tat planned to go to my hse(sin ming)
then it realised it rained..so walked around. then saw hung yih and his cute lil bro at ntuc.
haha. then later talked a lil to them cos it was raining so couldnt leave tp. so yeah..talked.
then when rain got lesser we all left. haha. so pang came to my hse..we actually planned to play soccer together..but rained. =( so we play ps2 soccer. woo. hahahah. damn funny.
i enjoyed breakin players legs. =) and i almost scored with my gk. wasted. haha.
so yeah..after bout 1 hr shawn had to go cos he was gna hav dinner already. so yeah..walked him to bustop and talked a lil more. so bus came and yeah.

had a enjoyable day today. =) thx pang. hahaha. another one soon yeah? haha.

latetimes.

@6:49 pm

i drank a fly. =(
i took my cup..which was still full with water..and drank it..
then when i wna wash it i saw two wings inside. and i was lyk "woo..i can join fear factor!"
now a fly's beside me.

fly day today. =)

latetimes.

@12:09 am

Sunday, December 10, 2006

i found some motivation websites. their quotes are nice..seriously.

When you feel as if you can't trust anyone, including your parents and friends; when you feel that your mind is deceiving you, you can always trust your heart. Every beat is an agreement, and if you break one of those agreements, your heart sinks lower and lower. Remember you always have your heart to fall back on. If you believe in the beating of your heart, it will always stay strong.

i found one that runners can use:

-If you don't have the heart to lead, have the heart to come from behind..

tis quote copyrighted man. lol. nth will happen rite? hope so. hah.

i dno..i find them very nice. when ur down u jus go and read some. might help. hah.
hope shawn's grandma is ok. she's feeling quite bad i heard from him. dno worry man..she'll be alright. smile yeah? =)
well..i guess life's lyk tis.
ppl will be sick and stuff. but yeah. gotta try to look forward. =)

see..the quotes are helping me. =)

latetimes.

@8:43 pm

ok..today went mass with cuz and his fren..then went lunch at longhouse.
ate duck rice..it was shiok. hahaha.
then went to tp..walked..then mum called.
asked me lotsa ques..got study not..when u goin back to toa payoh..crap lah.
i hear oso sian. then later she msged me..say im not to study outside and only at home.
shit lah..then felt moody already. i dno..i feel moody easily. lyk one negative thing to think about and i start feelin tat way. crap lah. i can't help it. sigh. so yeah..the dates with pang and titus..not sure already. guess i'll let them noe later at nite when i more or less get my thinkin sorted out. i think that..out of the many many parents in sinapore..perhaps only a handfew understands their child and yeah..treat them lyk a fren does. tok bout their probs together..and stuff lyk tat. yeah..not ez to hav tis kinda parents.

my parents see me in a way that i do not intend to study and go thru the next yr playing away. but no..im prepared to study. but i do not know ohw to send the message across to them..all i ask is..give me time to study and jus dun worry so much..at least for 1/2 year. i'll work hard..jus give me time and space to study and be myself and i'll pay u back by showin u better grades. i know its not easy next yr..with 8 subs and a tough class. i dno..what if i do not get good grades? i dno wats gna happen to me..all i noe is more scoldings and studying at home all the way. i dno how to send the message across to u ppl. and its frustrating me. if i wna go out and study..let me be..pls. its not as if im gna play lyk a joker again. i wna study..so pls, let me do it my way..without any restrictions.

i noe it serves no purpose if i blog bout it here. but hu cares..it helps me.

latetimes.

@5:44 pm