midnight.fever

Thursday, August 31, 2006

very often i have seen ppl being sucked into a life they lost control of. from letting break-ups in relationships affect their daily life to the extent of losing their appetite, crying often, studies plummeting..bla bla. well..i noe i have no power to tell ppl what to do in their life..but i seriously think that, with the exception of those who SERIOUSLY noe that they're doing sth that can cause dire consequences, u shouldn't go into a relationship at tis age as a break-up is almost inevitable. my definition of a true successful relationship is that of a relationship where u gain determination and earn encouragement between you and your significant one, a relationship which wun require u to spend ur whole night talking away on the phone with ur other significant one, and lastly, a relationship which will not affect ur studies. yeah. and, no offence to any1 of any sort, a relationship at tis age and tis time to me, 95% will not be successful. i gather tis thought from the ppl i see, being heartbroken and doing dumb things lyk cutting their wrists after breaking up. well, a relationship at tis age is truly uneccessary. if you say its true love and that its ok having a relationship now, i will say that if it is REAL love, ur feelings will still be there even after graduation, somehow or rather.
anyway, i'll soon be shifting hse, all the way to Pasir Ris. i move because our current hse monthly installments is 2k plus. how is any1 supposed to pay 2k plus if the pay they are earning is barely enuf to hit 2.5k?? so, after..9 years, im moving hse. of cos i'll miss my home, but i have to move. unless sum1 is willing to pay that 2k plus for my family every month..haha. well..after the september hols, i'll have to wake up 4 plus in the morning, take a bus all the way to bishan and from there take 410 to sch as pasir ris doesnt have a single bus that goes to my sch directly. i'll have to do that for the next 2 yrs. and tat sux. well..at least my dad can fetch me occasionally when my cuz wun be using his car on tat day. guess no more late nites. sigh.

latetimes.

@2:34 pm

Sunday, August 27, 2006

havent been blogging alot nowadays..life has been raather down..mostly cos of studies..which parents has been nagging to me for oh-so often. trw sch starts again..hope i'll be ok..end the day without any scoldings or whatsoever. recently mr koh talked to us about studies..O' levels and stuff. he got a frigging 275 for PSLE..siao. mr koh sort of gave me a wake-up call as to how near the O's are..and how we shud start planning and studying. these few days have studied..shan't say studied alot..but jus more than other days..in which i hardly study. think i should really focus on studies more already..and concentrate less on soccer and stuff..but how to. thats the prob. in days where i have track, after sch i head for the field to start playing soccer..its almost lyk a habit. and habits are damn hard to change. well..guess its jus a case of mind over matter. i hope this case of fearing for my studies will stay with me..and not go away. cos if it does..i'll be back to my old self..not studying and playing everyday. thought of the class chalet thing again..planned to have it at downtown east chalet. if we really have a class chalet..it'll be in the year end hols..and on a weekday. a wkday cos we dun plan to stay 2 nights..and if you plan to stay on a wkend..u gta stay for minimum 2 nights. it'll cost bout $200 plus..inclusive of bbq. tat price shouldn't be a big prob tho..with 30 plus of us paying. haha..yeah. lotsa things on my mind now..hope i wun feel troubled by them..argh.

latetimes.

@3:54 pm