midnight.fever

Friday, January 19, 2007

okay..played soccer and badminton after sch today. it feels nice to do so..even do its only for a short while. haha.
there'll be a race tis coming 27th. im a lil anxious. i havent been training well. and im B div. a big step up from c div. but i keep tellin myself not to worry..jus run it. cos im not optimistic in terms of representation of sch now. so yeah..tis might be one of the last races. =) good and bad. my knee will suffer. but after tis yr running will be greatly reduced. so im aiming to better running times tis yr. and after tis yr..running will take a back seat.

i always say i hav to study..but im not makin much effort in doin so. lenny better do well in tests. and i cant wait for cny. tis yr im being greedy by sayin im waitin for red packets. cos he's planning to get himself a guitar, his companion in bad times, and learn and improve in it. i jus love the guitar. =)

upcoming:

sunday-my new cat class in ctk church. another environment.
next sat (27/1/07)- the race at macritchie.

yeah..haha. nth much to post about. and thx to the ppl hu have helped me too. =)
lenny appreciates it very much. haha.

im sucha sinner. almost everyday i walk pass buskers..blind or wheelchair-bound and i dun drop money into the tins/containers. reason being..im lazy to take out my wallet and hav to start diggin out the coins.

a small contribution makes a big difference. =)

latetimes.

@8:36 pm

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

in case some u of u readers of this blog dun noe. im the moniter of my class. nth big u might think. but i dun really want this job.

firstly im not a very good leader..and tis is proven. and im not fit to lead a class lyk mine. cos they're nice ppl. helpin me and stuff. always havin fun together..yeah u get it.
and secondly..i find myself talkin in a very cocky way..and i hate it. dno wats with me now lah. talkin and teasing ppl lyk im some almost perfect..big shot person. im sayin this not for sympathy or wad..its jus tat im angry with myself and rather confused. b4 all my sec 1 orientation stuff..i've always wanted to lead a grp and stuff. and when im given the chance to..i noticed i wasnt as good as wad i expected of myself. so yeah..pls forgive me ppl, if i ever speak or do whatever things tat irk u or make u dislike me in a way. its really jus a prob with me. and i dun really lyk how i behave now. the way i do things..say what i shouldn't say and stuff. yeah.

so..forgive me cos im jus another human being. makin mistakes is wat i always do. and i try to change it. so yeah..give me time to change myself pls. i really got a feeling i din do a good job in what i did. so yeah..really sry 3e3..and also really sry to the ppl i irritated and stuff. i will try hard to change myself and not talk unnecessarily.

trw's bio test. lenny pls study and stop being on the com for so long each day doin nth.
confused bout sum stuff these few days..so ppl..pls tolerate if i dun communicate much.
tho i might seem fine.

latetimes.

@4:29 pm

Sunday, January 14, 2007

okay..jus felt lyk bloggin..haha.

actually i shud be asleep now. but yeah..lenny's stubborn.
trw there's a math chem chi bio and drama..and cme.
i hate a maths man. i din do my a math hw. cos i seriously dno how to start.
sux. haha.

theres this song i've been listenin to quite often now. kinda love it.
its called "why don't you kiss her?" by jesse mcartney.
kinda meaningful to me. but the title's a lil to me tho. but anyway..yeah. its nice.
i wish i cud hav a guitar and learn these songs. or at least try to. lol.

i'm sure at some time of our lives..we hav thought bout love. real love.
we can easily mistaken a person we've been liking to be THE person.
makes me wonder..can it be tat easy to find the one. the same sch as you.
weird huh. i dno. tis is jus a random thought. sum ppl will always say lyk "oh..the person i love mus be.." and there they go listing all the properties they want to see in them. to me..i mean..u cant control feelings for a person rite? im sure im talkin crap rite now. but hu cares.

so how? THE one wun be tat easy to find actually. and God says tat for every man there will be a woman. and how wud u noe tat person is the one for u if u dun find out by havin a steady relationship with that person. okay..im contradicting myself in a way. how "smart" of me to do tat.

ok im dumb. so dun mind those crap. =)

and i jus noticed tat..for every 2 posts(except tis)..i will start with an "okay(y).."
i dun think u get wad im sayin anyway. but yeah..sch trw.

ciao.

latetimes.

@11:26 pm