played pathetically today.
esp the start.
its a big lack in practice i think.
well, who else to blame again but me.
hmm. luckily the guys were alrite with me,
and that the ending was great for us.

trw's a big day in the new house.
major furniture/appliances headin in.
awesome stuff.
new house is close to being done.
i must say, i like my wardrobe.
love the colour scheme and the way it turned out man.
haha.

some thinkin on the good ol' times were made,
its bittersweet.
and i hope to relive something similar,
because the story hasnt ended, to me.
let time do its thing, and i'll try again.

ciao.

@2:10 am

pain throws your heart to the ground.
love turns the whole thing around.
though it won't all go the way it should,
but i know the heart of life, is good.

lyrics from a mayer song.
just thought i'd like to post this up.
how inspiring. heh.

music prac later.
man..hope it goes well,
as i lift up the blessings He gave to me, back to Him.
Amen.

@4:20 pm

been a great 2 days.
badminton ystd, gym today.
right arm's really sore now.
but its a good thing i guess,
means to show the exercise didnt go to waste.
and it also shows the weakness i have.

i think its good sometimes,
to realise the flaws u have.
it keeps one grounded, in a sense that u know that ur not a good enough person.
just when u thought that things are going well for u and ur good.
thats the beauty of the down days i guess.
days where ur brought back to reality,
knowing that ur not how u want things to be.
and u reflect upon urself, ur actions.
and for me, a particular past incident.
i dont know if it should be called a mistake.
maybe it is.
a thought of a person,
brings me back to the memories of the past.
why does it still pull a heartstring within.
hmm.

flaws. they can be a good thing huh.
good to recognize them,
learning to grow and be stronger from whatever mishaps, emotionally and mentally.
not having regrets is another key thing.
guess this all sums up to something.
how you would want to live each day happily,
being at peace with urself and with the ppl around u.
not easy as it seems eh.

man, back to a reflective mode again.
wonder why.
i think i know why.
argh.
being able to let go is such a challenge.
maybe its hard,
till u experience something similar in the nature of what u want to let go of.
its a sad thing.
yet such an experience.

theres a fitting song i've been listenin to.
sums the thoughts up nicely. esp the verses.
beauitiful song, nice lyrics.
let the song do the talking.



Michael Buble- Lost

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I only knew
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last

And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Though things have seemed to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away



on a good note,
i gained 2kg.
hope the numbers arent playing with me.

ciao.

@1:42 am

just saw results 1/2 hr ago.
must say, its alrite.
guess i'm satisfied with it.
even though i didnt expect some of the results to be like that.

Thank God for the blessings.

@9:35 am

today was a rather long day,
totally spent on doing up and cleanin the new house.
man, tough job.
i think i did the easiest stuff though.
felt that even sis did more. haha.

cleaned 2 windows (well) and the electrical switches, plus some vacumming.
seemed so easy, but the cleaning took so bloody long.
but im satisfied with what i did. heh.
parents and sis took care of the kitchen and master bedroom.
quite nice lah, considerin the family was workin together to get the new house ready.
and yeah...movin in soon.
stayin there in around 2 weeks time i think.
real fast.

so ystd was also music prac for upcomin Youth Mass.
surprisingly, it went smoothly for all of us.
even though it was our first prac, and we have never jammed as a grp b4.
well i've never played with them b4 lah. heh.
but yeah, we did well.
Amen.

i got melvin wong's TS7,
cos he lent me for the Youth Mass.
and now its at home, for me to play with.
hahahahaha. awesome stuff.
gna play around with it trw.
a lil cautious with it though, since its not mine.
and he's generous enough to entrust it to me.

badminton this comin wed i hope.
havent been playin for so damn long.
miss it. used to play every week. haha.
and prob gym/swim on thurs. nice nice.

3.20am now.
tired.

lookin forward to some playin with TS7 soon.
(and my results too)

ciao.

@3:13 am