alrite, went off to hav an early lunch with mark at hub today..
after that went off to church for MM.
played some stuff..had some sharing.
it was thought-provoking. hah.
played the song power of your love together as a grp.
kinda messy. hah.
so..the seniors gave us advice on how to improve on our playing and stuff.
my right hand's stiff. haha. practice practice practice.
if only i cud put my enthusiasm in guit into my studies. if only.
finger kinda hurts now. haven't felt this pain for awhile.

argh. sch's startin soon. yay? tsk.
back to last 10 mths of sch life. i hope i wun miss it after it all comes to an end.
hav to make full use of it..last year of sec sch life. hah.
the frens and everything.
at times i wondered, of all the countless frens u know in sec sch,
how many will u actually keep in contact 5 years down the road after sec sch?
those who u will keep in contact are of cos, the close frens.
but these close frens number down to jus a few.
maybe even less then 5 out of the hundreds of frens u hav in sec sch.

hah. that was jus a small thought of mine, as usual.
okay, gna head to lib with mark trw after mass, any1 wna come along?
inform yeah.

merry x'mas in advance everyone~
cheers~!

@5:03 pm

after thinking back on what i said bout my previous post...
its actually my own prob.
me being short-tempered and lacking self-initiative.
flaws flaws flaws...tsk.
jus something extra there. hah.

so...went out with family today..bought several stuff.
christmas stuff.
i got my new phone earpiece..after spoiling countless of them. heh.
also a new wallet and a guitar stand. whoot. haha.
guess those are my christmas gifts.
its...21dec now (12.20am)
4 days to x'mas. nice.
but this year im not sure where i'll be spendin x'mas at.
over the past years its been at my aunt's place. but im not sure bout this yr. heh.
after x'mas, its sch real soon. argh.
hw..still untouched. hahhaa.

alrite, ciao~


as the year draws to a close..i begin to wonder, how did i live my 2007?
its been a mixture of a whole lot of feelings altogether.
mostly, its been good, cos every1's happy and close together.
i hope next year's better, and i hope that i can achieve my aims.
but being the current me, i doubt i can...

@12:12 am

i see myself smashin the guit at home one day,
in front of my mum and sis.
mum threathens to cut the strings of the guit off if i dun stop playin..
yeah right. i rather smash it in ur face and in my hands then rather let u hav it.
bloody hell she. smacked my right ear. now its buzzing.
this smashin of guit reminds me of adrian. except that his was a cheap acous. guit he wasnt really bothered with and mine, the only i've until at least next christmas.
f-ed up man.
if she talks more, i dno man.
i jus might smash it. tho it means to f-king much to me.
hopefully that will shut my mum up bout me playin.
and hav the neighbours complainin.

fck. sry, its jus a post to vent frustrations out.
nothin much to care about. lyk any1 will.

@11:20 pm

any1 there who can teach me how to play i'll follow you into the dark by deathcab for cutie??
if so, pls do teach me.
i jus cant seem to get the technique rite..

okay anyway, i jus had a 2 hr 1 to 1 tuition jus now..
kinda pressurisin..cos it was the 1st lesson with this new tutor.
he was kinda bo chap too. so i was left sittin down there doin until i was stuck or sth
then he wud hav a look at my workings. heh. tuition....argh.
think mum gna get another tutor. heh.
he still gave me around 15 questions to do
but...im havin him as a tutor anymore. hahaha.
so no needa do hw. shiok....haha.

okay, enjoy ur last days of hols b4 sec sch starts all over again. for the last time.

ciao~!

@4:50 pm