midnight.fever

Saturday, November 14, 2009

sometimes when ur life is going smoothly and relatively well,
we tend to take things lightly and for granted,
overlooking the many little joys and blessings that we may have.

and yet when ur life hits an obstacle, and u suddenly stop and think,
have u been living your life well? why must this happen to me?
and similar stuff like that.
its weird, how we can often overlook many positives in our lives
and yet sulk at how miserable life can be when u are faced with problems or frustrations.
thats just us, eccentric humans i guess.

many ppl communicate in such a manner too.
only when they feel like they're troubled,
they would think of a particular person that they would share their troubles with.
or when ur life is rather happening,
you would not have some friends in ur minds, chucking them aside in ur brain.
these friends may have had shared certain memories with u,
but they appear insignificant to u when ur life is a smooth journey.
until something occurs that makes u think back
and want to talk to them again. now why is that.

after talking so much.
i myself acknowledge the fact that i am guilty for the above mentioned stuff.
now why do i act this way too.
its weird of me to behave like that.
and its weird of us, to just ultimately be self-centered and only caring bout our lives,
until we choose to talk and catch up with the ppl who were once so significant.

enough of talking crap.
had quite a nice closure to friday, or the week rather
came back from jem's place awhile back.
played some music with him and ant.
as usual, shiokness and just peaceful.
Music, i must say,
is quite an impt part of my life.
many times, it is my solitude.
one that allows me to forget and come back to the inner me.
i love that.

feeling tired.
ciao.

time is very good in creating distances between people.
i think time has played its game with me,
for i have realised its effects.
believe that i have tried to bridge the gap a lil.
i feel a lil empty with whats become of it.
maybe its just me.
cant say much. prob just a little sigh,
and move on.

latetimes.

@12:51 am

Thursday, November 12, 2009

quite a day today.
church quite comforted me over the whole hectic day,
just a time where the secular worries are put aside.
its a friday trw, end of the 4th week.
time passed real quick.

quite a few events coming up.
and this is a trying period of time for me,
in many aspects.
i will be my usual self, knowing what i belief in and do isn't wrong,
but definitely flawed too.
swim trw, just in time to relief some tension inside.

this is a time where you know you have the One above for guidance,
as you surge through the challenges you face in your life, valiantly.

latetimes.

@11:28 pm

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

day didnt go exactly well.
tho lessons were rather short,
felt a lil weird for me today.
just feeling tired in general.

there are times when u feel like u dont want to do anything for the rest of the day,
and just lay in bed and sleep the night/day away,
cos ur just physically and mentally tired.
why im tired, i dont know why too.
didnt do sports today, didnt study much today.
guess its just one of the odd times
where u dont feel at peace with urself and everything around u.

and just when i harboured the thought of sleeping so early tonight
in comes the assignments. hurray.
this is a lil test of being strong inside and working thru ur discomforts.
i shall struggle thru this tonight.
and sleep the off-day away afterwhich.

ciao.

latetimes.

@10:39 pm

Sunday, November 08, 2009

had an awesome day today.
headed to church in the morn.
helped the Saint Vincent de Paul ppl to pack food and stuff
for some of the people.
and delivered some of those stuff to some homebound ppl.
went around with this uncle,
who has approx 10 guits,
has a 1962 fender strat,
and plays professionally.
amazing. quite an inspiration. haha.

its quite heartwarming to see the ppl whom we delivered the stuff to.
them ailing in health, living in homes so sparse,
yet content with whatever they have. being quite at peace
and so content with the stuff that we gave them today.
its a blessing that im living in such conditions,
being given such blessings to have a peaceful and wonderful life thus far.

just came back from supper with sec sch mates.
those dear ppl, whom come over quite regularly.
play a lil guit, talk alot of nonsense, and laugh a hell lot.
just wonderful.

aft all these time, all of us are just so comfortable with each other.
think thats how great friendships should be,
to a point where u are just so comfortable with the person
that u can just do anything without feeling a lil awkward. haha.
these significant few, are more than enough to be so damn thankful for.
we dont need major positive things in our lives to be happy,
we just need the little things,
like a few good people in your life for example.
and we just spent 3 hours in my room doing nothing but just chillin and crapping around.
felt like 30 mins. tsk.
i'm feeling real thankful.

gna have church publicity for youth camp trw early morn.
hope all goes well.
pray that the upcoming camp would be a spiritually fulfilling one.
i need some spirituality input.
and a dose of good music.

ciao.

latetimes.

@1:30 am