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midnight.fever

Thursday, June 05, 2008

im kinda stuck at home with nothing much to do.
guitar-ed jus now. now nothin much left. hah.
guess my boredom can be sensed by the everyday blogging past few days.
i wna go out and learn some new stuff on guitar.
or music at least.
i feel in better off doing music..rather than all the maths and stuff.
i dno. maybe theres a reason in me having nothing to do.
making me stay home and have no choice but to do work.
maybe so. its not a nice feel actually. hah.

i know that i'll be real free to do whatever i want after O's.
but apart from guit, it'll be nothing else rite.
i mean, im not the kind who wud be called out for some outing often.
perhaps its my own personality. really gets to me sometimes.
hah. but its alrite. close frens are good enuf, compared to having many frens to have fun with.
but it doesnt seem this way for them. or at least i think.
argh. another episode of my over-sensitive thinking.
i was told in lower sec that i was over-sensitive.
guess it stayed with me mentally. tho it gone away physically.

what am i here for? i still don't know.
am i meant to be something or someone different from the rest?
not cut out to be doing typical jobs people have.
argh. in Singapore, theres no way one can go far without results.
guess i cant do far without them too.
yeah, seems lyk theres only 1 way out.
seems dumb if i say im a lil sick of life. even at a young age of 15+.
im like living a life where i don't know where im heading to or what im living for.
thought i live perhaps to maybe cheer people up.
but u cant always make people happy.
or maybe after u do, most forget you. always the case.
of all the frens i have. i quietly see who can be the true ones.
many can, but our characters differ too much i guess.
so it all comes down to me again. sigh.

stupid unneccessary thinkings make one moody without a reason.
if only i have a simpler mind.
i still don't know what im good at.
guess you cant be good in anything without hard work huh.

maybe i shud stop thinking bout these dumb stuff for now.
jus makes me feel worse.
its funny. how im totally fine. but i inflict myself with moodiness.
jus like self-mutilation of the mental strength.

i think i'd remove my tagboard.
don't think many wud bother anyway. tsk.


argh. ciao~

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