midnight.fever

Monday, June 01, 2009

its 12.51am.
kinda going thru the last few parts of POM for test trw.
i guess it should be okay.
doing well, i always have my doubts.
but i'd expect myself to at least pass decently since i kinda studied decently for it.
heh. you reap what u sow huh.
it doesnt always apply though, that particular quote.

i had a rather impossible thinking just now.
i prob thought of this b4, and prob said it here b4 too.
but i'd say it again, since i feel like it.

how nice if we could head off to somewhere, away from all the business of life.
just an acoustic guit, a grp of real close peeps to joke with, talk heart to heart with, and cool weather. i dont think its possible. heh.
man..that'll be great.
again, reality sets in.
test trw, classes again. bothering about what clothes to wear.
no, its not a very ideal life i would wna live.
not that i dont really like stress (a wee bit is good)
but the hustle and bustle of things sometimes just tire me out.
thankfully theres still a couple of hours of chill out time fortnightly.
but i kinda miss the chill out time with close friends.
specifically, a close friend.
its abit hard now, since most are busy with their lives.
can only meet many friends durin mass meetings like class outings.
which dont really happen very often.

and time sometimes shows its negative side.
how things can be awkward between 2 people initially.
this awkwardness can make people decide to postpone meet-ups and stuff, i feel.
and awkwardness affects me somehow too.
i dont really bother bout this, unless the person is who i consider a close friend.
argh. shouldnt talk too much bout this. heh.
but at least some closer peeps, we're doing very well.
its always the guys that are good altogether, luckily. haha.

well. trw's titus's concert.
so, meeting up with pang and jon. yeah.
great to chill with them. haha.

okay, i'll finish up my POM now.
ciao.

this song comes up to my mind, in relation to what i kinda felt.
its from Norah Jones. beautiful singer.

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
Don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
Don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
Don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

latetimes.

@12:50 am