midnight.fever

Friday, September 25, 2009

been a great 2 days.
badminton ystd, gym today.
right arm's really sore now.
but its a good thing i guess,
means to show the exercise didnt go to waste.
and it also shows the weakness i have.

i think its good sometimes,
to realise the flaws u have.
it keeps one grounded, in a sense that u know that ur not a good enough person.
just when u thought that things are going well for u and ur good.
thats the beauty of the down days i guess.
days where ur brought back to reality,
knowing that ur not how u want things to be.
and u reflect upon urself, ur actions.
and for me, a particular past incident.
i dont know if it should be called a mistake.
maybe it is.
a thought of a person,
brings me back to the memories of the past.
why does it still pull a heartstring within.
hmm.

flaws. they can be a good thing huh.
good to recognize them,
learning to grow and be stronger from whatever mishaps, emotionally and mentally.
not having regrets is another key thing.
guess this all sums up to something.
how you would want to live each day happily,
being at peace with urself and with the ppl around u.
not easy as it seems eh.

man, back to a reflective mode again.
wonder why.
i think i know why.
argh.
being able to let go is such a challenge.
maybe its hard,
till u experience something similar in the nature of what u want to let go of.
its a sad thing.
yet such an experience.

theres a fitting song i've been listenin to.
sums the thoughts up nicely. esp the verses.
beauitiful song, nice lyrics.
let the song do the talking.

Michael Buble- Lost

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I only knew
Days were slipping past
That the good things never last

And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late

'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Till the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Though things have seemed to changed
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

on a good note,
i gained 2kg.
hope the numbers arent playing with me.

ciao.

latetimes.

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