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midnight.fever

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

is it still a case of, holding on and still not lettin go?
or is it just..God's will?

holding on to a faint hope that it might still work.
its funny, how many ppl can come along and change ur perspective for awhile.
but down in the roots of the heart,
there might actually be a seed of feelings already planted.
one that is unwavered by any other waves of feelings ever felt.
or is there ever one.

i still felt it was something i had never thought of b4.
how you could feel such at ease with some1, yet having such feelings.
i see many ppl falling head over heels for their respective guy/girl.
and i often dismiss it as a case of infatuation and crushes.
well, i do that because of whatever i have experienced.

now it seems distant to me.
ironic, how something that i feel so strongly for, yet at ease with,
could now become something foreign.
the communication has lapsed into, being mere friends.
the fall from grace.

its amazing how this thing bout love plays its game, one that nobody can comprehend.
something that can be heart-wrenching, yet beautiful. the 2 extremes.
a 50-50 game, between feeling like ur in heaven, or being placed in the depths of agony.
yet, it is something that everybody yearns for, ultimately.

i still believe its the best thing God ever had,
and wills us to always give and embrace.
Love.

latetimes.

@2:51 am

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